Some times I struggle. Haha I bet you’re thinking duh, we all struggle. That is true, we all do. However, let me explain further. I’m not talking about being a blender mom. Yes, that has its set of struggles but I’m talking about being a mom, being a wife, being a Christian woman, that is where I struggle too. Where is my place in this world? What is my true idenity? What is God’s purpose for me in this life? I know you have often asked those questions to yourself like I have. Here are some things to think about when you find yourself wrestling with this issue as we all will at times. First, God gave you everything you need to be great when He made you!! Read Psalm 139, the entire chapter declares this. Then read 139:13-16 You were made complex and awesome! Do not underestimate this! Next, is a verse that I heard taught about in a message by Diane Wilson. Look up Genesis 1:27&31 of the amplified Bible. Take hold of those words in vs 31 “and He approved it completely”. You were approved of completely when you were made! I was made to think by a marriage in the past that I was somehow made wrong. I could not say the right things and do the right things without provoking rage. I became broken in my soul. I was told day in and day out that I was not smart or capable. I was slowly taught to not trust myself and in turn to not trust the Holy Spirit living in my heart. I came across Psalm 139 one day. I had heard it before but never really took it in. God reminded me that day that He does not make mistakes and He did not make a mistake when he made me. Study His word and know that he made you with a purpose in mind, so expect more of yourself than what other people in your life that may be trying to drag you down make you think you are not capable of doing. Expect more from God too, the One who made you! God’s plan for you is not some great difficult trial. It is as simple as taking what you love and are good at and using it for Him. I love being a mom and creating a home and memories for my children are very important to me. I feel it is my purpose in life to raise these children that God has given me to love Him in a powerful way. It is to help them realize that He made them complex and awesome too. Guess what? It is those simple desires that God created in me that I feel He wants to use. When you are looking for your purpose in life, start simple, right where you are. What are some things that you love to do or feel you are good at? Then ask yourself how could you use that for His glory?
“Trusting God completely means having faith that He knows what is best for your life. You expect Him to keep His promises, help you with problems, and do the impossible when necessary.”
― Rick Warren, The Purpose Driven Life: What on Earth am I Here for?